Lately, I have been thinking a lot about my future and where i will go and what will become of me which is really hard seeing as am terrified of the future. It's a major fear i have.
I don't think i really want to go to university the more and more i think about the logistics of it the more and more i doubt it. I have friends who have gone to university gotten masters, gotten into debt and now in a Next warehouse. I don't have the type of money you need to go to university besides i'm still trying to afford a car, and i haven't got a job. I might only be reaching adulthood in a few months but transport where i live is key. The line of work i want to get involved with doesn't pay very well either which does make me worry about housing for the future after all. I dream of four bedroom house, with a library but i know this is a mere dream a mere fantasy. To get the house i dream and to be able to design it myself I'd need to win the lottery.
Anyway, everyday I've been putting money in a jar to help raise money for the future in this case the future involves a car so i can get to and from college and possible to explore. I'm between minds about the possibility of a gap year because I'm not sure where i should go there are so many opinions and possibilities.
America and try backpack though as many states as possible.
Australian and work on ranchs on a work holiday visa.
Maybe even Japan
Or start at Scotland and work my way down.
I would love to go exploring before i have to settle down into the mundane tasks of bill paying and taxs. If i had the money I'd rent houses out in the UK and then go exploring using the funds created by these properties.
I'm not to sure what became of the journal i think i just had a brain fart and just began typing my thoughts, but thats okay because no one reads this.
Anyway thats all from me,